Wednesday, April 28, 2004
hey well today was great
i think i did really really good on my math test which im happy about.
but better, was after school. piling in cams dads car like "sardines"..lol wow..it was: camster, gwenie, neely, morgan, ash cheek, and me. me gwen neely went to neelys house for the day which was awsome...i loved it when they brought out the water hose..omg that was great. josh got SOAKN WET. haha and then kyle and josh both grabbed hold of micheal and all..omg it was great. had to be there!!
AIGHT WELL IMA GO>> get@me
britty
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
hey i havnt written in a while.
i was hoping i could go ovr to my neelys house today but mama made me go with her to pick strawberries..wow..
mayb i can go ovr there tomarrow?? josh would take me there and gwenie too! me and gwenie realized we have "parallel minds"!!
Well i might like someone..some ppl know what im talkn bout.
gg later
Sunday, April 25, 2004
hey well im at my cousins right now {courtney} and today we're going to see my grandpa..open cascate..<--wow i hate that word..well this will be the first time ive seen him for a week and it will also be my last. i invited neely and gwen to be there for me for support. they have been there for me through everything and i just wanted them to be there for me now. i think neelys comming but i havnt talked to gwen yet. i love them very much. well i have to go..i got to get ready for a rough day..mayb it wont be so bad with my two sisters by my side.
Friday, April 23, 2004
he died today.
i do believe my grandpa's going to die today. we were extremely close with him and well..my dad was just talkn to my brother and my dad was crying. He told my brother that he doesnt think papa's gonna make it..so well..me and brandon are going to their house right now. Im not 100% sure if hes dead yet, but i have every right to believe so. Im sorry. I dont know what to say right now.
I need support..
Thursday, April 22, 2004
ok..heres the latest:
today my papa had to get rushed to the hospital..he looked like he was already dead this morning..and well hes had something wrong with him for a long time but no doctor can figure out what..so thats really badbecause of that, im not allowed to go to anybodys house or be with friends for some reason..idk it really really sux for me because is not like im not going to think about him..ill care and worry no matter where i am.
second of all, lex wanted me to stay with her friday night which i was really looking forward to but that got screwed up because of the whole hospital thing..
then my parents me and my dads friend were at last catch and my mom bascially told me that she didnt want me to talk to her..
pray for sara..we all love her very much and be there for her please. she needs us.
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
hey..
well today was good until later but i wont go there. last night i was talkn to gwen online and we've been having some of the same feelings about things. Im really glad we can talk about it and relate to each other. Im mostly really glad that she knows where im comming from and how i think..bc my way of thinking, i thought, was complicated. i wrote her this really really long 5 page note about everything! wow my hand was killing me! we agreed that we're gonna go on a date and see Mean Girls when it comes out April 30th! thatll be a lot of fun. 'grls night out'.
On a different note, in english class today we had a seminar which went pretty well for me because everybody in the class {except for me, danielle, and ash d} were really quiet..kinda weird. Our topic was "love between different races, ethnics, ages, etc"...weird
aight well ima go!
get@me
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
hey
well today im prolly gonna lay out but no more than like 35 mins cuz i get soo impatient.
the only 1/2 way interesting thing that happened today was that in 2nd i got a ton of blue paint in my hair somehow..it was bad..and so i washed it with soap and water in class and by that time, my hair was really really wet...i was hoping someone would have a hair dryer but i knew that nobody was stupid enuff to bring one to school. well i was wrong. theres always MR. MOORE...so i was like um..sooo mr. moore...CAN I USE UR HAIR DRYER? he was like like yea {which is really weird since every1s supposed to be painting}..so there i was blow dryn my hair in class...weird..but that was the highlight of MY day
Monday, April 19, 2004
hey! well today was pretty good!
had the awards thing for 1st period and part of 2nd so i got to miss math.
thats what made 1/2 my day right there..
then me n neely had to do juliet and the nurse skit today! we did pretty good. im glad too. we looked really messed up tho {costumes}..@least they were somethn to laugh at.
Then gwenie pooh rode home with me today and we layed out and got all clean and listened to some TLC and Desinys Child..old skool. lol well ima go talk to you later...get@me
Sunday, April 18, 2004
today i woke up and me and mama went shoppin at ttc.
i got me the cutest purse ever..i love it so ill wear it tomrrow deff!
i saw sammi and megan young there..kinda weird
well after i left there, me mom dad ashely {redman} and brandon went to the hospital. {see in last blog} and saw my uncle. His face was pretty bad...he couldnt open his right eye and idk..he was weak. well i dont want to talk about it so ima stop here.
tomarrow me and neely recite our skit for romeo and juliet together for english..im scared. hope i dont screw up cuz we havnt practiced it together yet..so tomarrow it will be the first time and we'll get our grade for that! hope all goes well.
well ima go, nothn really to report.
Heres the update:
Last night i found out that my dads brother {my uncle ya kno} was in a bad forwheeling accident..he was goin up a steep hill and didnt make it and the 4wheeler flipped backwards on top of him. they took him to the hosipital and this is what they know: his hands are burnt really bad from the hott muffler, his spinal cord is compressed, and his face is black and blue from the 4wheeler landing on top of it.
Well this scares me because not only did i go 4wheeling for the first time YESTERDAY, but me and josh went up this really really steep hill and i was scared to death..idk it just makes me think.
Also, my dad is going on a motorcycle trip next weeknd with my other uncles and well...see nothing tragically never ever happends in my family and now that i know its possible, it just makes me scared for my dad and my other uncles to ride their motorcycles all weeknd long...idk...
Saturday, April 17, 2004
read the journal entry before this one. i wrote twice in one day..
now moving on to more important things.
*Read on because im sure this will interest you*
josh f made me smile {before we got stuck in mudd with the forwheeler and he had to leave me all alone in the middle of nowhere to get help}.
Newayz, we were up in his room and he was giving me pants and he said: "You got my dad." and im like WHAT?? and he goes: "When you came over during one of snow days. He said that you were the prettiest grl out of my friends and that we should go out and something bout marrying you and all." IM LIKE WOW. It made me happy to hear that and even happier for josh to tell me that. Not that its "josh". Just a guy to say that.. because idk just sometimes i cry because i think that ill never find a someone to marry. I think this because I'm very much scared of love and caring about someone so much that it hurts. Im scared that I'll actually find someone that will love me more than ill love them. It seems almost incredibly impossible. Ill be too scared to marry because i cant imagine anybody that could fit my standards and still love me inside and out. It just made me happy to here josh say that another male thought i was pretty..idk..its nice to hear. Think im weird, i dont care.
This is from my darling sweet meghan:
CaNtCmEeWiToUtU: brit i love you and i care for u and i thank god that u have came into my life...u are a wonderful person and a GREAT friend...
i cried. Point blank.
No1s ever told me they are happy i came into their life.
Then theres gwen. I had a talk with her bout how i felt at the moment and im really glad she could relate to me. She made me happy. i love her.
hey Ok this is what happend so far this weeknd:
friday: cam came over and we were supposed to go up to the carnival but that didnt work out unfortunatley so we just decided to go for a lil ride in the pimp mobile {golfcart for all ya the dont know its name}..and we saw kenny and kevill at kennys house playn ball..stephon was there too. and so anywayz, we went ridn around and kevill was drivin sittn on my lap and we went up this hill and all over this guys front yard..well um he saw us so he came outside to yell as us so we take off and try to hide it on the path..well i didnt wanna leave it so we just ended up parkn behide a truck. before that tho, stephon grabs the tale of the golfcart and here we are draggn him on the pavement. funniest thing ever omg!! he wanted to keep goin too! haha had to be there! well me and cam ended up goin home cuz they wanted to go to the movies so we came bak to my house and watched the hot chick.
saturday: got up and went to cams. then after a while, met up with neely gwen j.r. and nick and joshs house. nick left, had to play baseball at his game. well we rode 4wheelers all day which was fun. i didnt ride too much tho but i wnt up with josh to paul lees and we got stuck really really bad! we were out on the bypass down this steep a$$ hill and got stuck in this huge thang of mudd, so josh left me to go get help..i was soo lonely! it was the longest 10 minutes of my life. i just took my shoes and socks off and stepped in the mud cuz i figured i was dirty anywayz. k well we got it out and we were gone for mayb 20 minutes? came back to joshs house and gwen taught me how to drive the 4wheeler..im not that great at it but mayb i will be later. well, left joshs and went bak to cams so my parents could pick me up and then we went out to crazy fire..deff good food. came bak here and im wantn to go bak out on the pimp mobile but i aint got no1 to go with me!!
well ima go, so talk 2 you later!
Friday, April 16, 2004
hey im on the phone with cameron and shes telling me everything her mama done to her AOL thing. wow i feel bad for her but its kinda funny in a way lol. well she 'might' be commin ovr tonight..not sure tho..never know for sure latley cuz her mom dont let her do much anymore :( ! we're gonna try to go to the fair with neely gwen kyl nick and idk who else.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG! I LOVE YOU HUNNI!!!
Thursday, April 15, 2004
hey! well i didnt write yesterdsay so here goes:
Yesterday me and neely rode home with rebekah and chilled at her house, practice our lines for r&j, and then went to church.
Today was pretty good. The sun was shining but wheres the high temperatures?? i just want it to be warm outside man...well tomarrow, i have a test in just about every class. 1st period: math TEST {not mult. choice}, 2nd: this HUGE "art history" test on some ish that i dont remember, 4th: about 2 tests in there. Too much!! Aight nothin really to say so ill write back later
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Hey!
Gwenie Pooh came over today :0). Thats good cuz that was the first we've hung out since her leavn for ny. We mainly got on the comp and look at skins for her new site, ate, watched tv, rode around in the pimp mobile for like 10 mins. Im her new driving instructor! lol love you grl. HOpe everythings okay with u know what.
Well tonight im going to CiCi's for dnner since daddys not here..Wonder whose gon be ^ there? dnno
Aight ima go..see ya later
Monday, April 12, 2004
Hey
Today i was just in 'chill mode'..nuttn but sit around in the pjs, watchn tv, computer, eatin, relaxn, listenin to the rain..u know how that goes. HOpe everybody had a good easter! i did, it was welcome home for me and neely :0). I still havnt unpacked anything..to lazy to.
I talked 2 cam on the phone today which was good cuz i havnt talked to her ever since she left for ny with gwen. They said they had a good time and im glad! This would have to be the best spring break ever and u know what? Its over starting tomarrow !
Well i think me and neely might possibly go to a church thing w/ rebecca because she invited us to go. It was really nice for her to think bout us! Shes soo sweet. how can any1 not like her? {not sayn any1 dont}
Neelys spending the night tonight..Ud think we'd get tired of each other having 6 days every night together on sb..but apparently not. she still has no heat.! poor babey. so ima make sure my grl has somewhere nice and cozey to stay cuz she knows she can always stay here. Well im out! Love you
Sunday, April 11, 2004
hey
just got back home and im happy yet i did really enjoy my whole spring break. It was wonderful and im so glad that everything happened. I think me and neely might try to go again this summer..we'll prolly drive there this time tho. we met some of kristens friends (kelly and alex) which they were really kool and im glad i met them.NOt gonna go thru all details because theres way too much... Well it was all well and grand but im not looking forward to goin back to school what so ever..but i have to so ima have to get over it.
When we pulled up to the house, mom had made a welcome home sign for me and had it sitting next to a bunny since its easter. I thought it was cheesy and she was lame for doin it lol but "its the thought that counts".
look at what erka sent me:
foool for christ: BRINNI! Happy Easter! I LOOOOOVE YOOOU SOOOO MUCH! :-D
isnt that soo sweet! aww! i love you erka!!
HAPPY EASTER
Monday, April 05, 2004
heY im on the phone with meg right now...
Well todays the day before atlanta..im more than excited !!
i love riding in my planes!
Of course its the day before we go to atl and im just getting started packing.
wow! i have a lot to pack. im like takn my whole wardrobe down there. its supposed to be 65-70 the whole time so im not sure we're gonna lay out. i hope so!!
I talked to nick last night cuz hes in ny and i miss seeing him. i mean we're not like extremely tight but i love him as a friend and that means enough to me. :) Gwen and cam are also in ny and i really hope their having fun! Love u guys.
Sunday, April 04, 2004
ok this is the first time ive been home since friday. friday night was a lot of fun. it was me meg juls and sara at megs house. we watched this movie called now and then that i saw for the first time even tho its really old. it was good. i also put a TON of sticky post its all over meghans room that was like; brit was here; spring break 04, j*s*b*m*..just w/e. idk why..kinda random like that. while meghan and sara were sleeping, me and juls like put 40 more up on the walls..wow it looks crazy in there now. lol their cute tho.
anyways, we stayed up till like 5 and it started getting pretty light outside so we decided to go to sleep. sat we chilled and then later went to lexxs at like 6.
We had so much fun. Omg, i really did. PARTAY AT LEX's! 'CLUB 105' was playing some awsome songs so we dimmed the lights and started dancin. JULIAS PANTS RIPPED!! it was really funny. We played girl talk, sorry, pool, all these games..old times! *The trampoline was fun juls -we got bounced high! * But anywayz me n meg left at like 1:30 and went back to her house after getting ARbys. yummy..love dat food. My mom came and took me to neelys at like 4 or 3? idk..we went to khols, target, tj max.
MEgs making me a cd..thanks grl!! I MISS YOU ALREADY!!
A*TOWN=2 days *brit & neely*
Friday, April 02, 2004
at megs right now with juls and sara..then tomarrow night we're at lexxs..this weeknd ima be with meg the whole time because my family is in charlotte for a muscle car show and i didnt wanna go.
ill be with neely monday and spend the night there bc tuesday..guess where we're going? ATL babey. I wantd to get out of school all day today..omg i wanted to go sooo bad! i was being a byatch in 3rd..i bout starting bustn out cryn for no reason..well sorta i was really pissed but i didnt have much of a reason to be.
ima go .. not sure when ima be able to write again..but love you bye bye
me
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